生命如此辉煌

Finally I got Shanghai

生命如此辉煌 — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:07:33 +0800

终于终于，我活着到上海了。。。坐D字头火车来的。。

好累。。坐了10个小时。。没有好吃的。。没有好玩的。。。（说这话的时候觉得自己就是一小孩，呵呵~）

然后，我到了，外面不是很热，因为上海一直在下雨。。

晚上去奶奶家睡觉。。今天早上醒来。。

我的托福复议有结果了~加了3分。。很高兴。。

更高兴的是：回北京的时候，可以坐软卧了。。

哈哈~

Finally, I got Shanghai!

Labels or Love

生命如此辉煌 — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 18:32:35 +0800

Labels Or Love

歌手：Fergie 专辑：Sex and the City

Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
Shopping for labels, shopping for love
Manolo and Louis, it’s all I’m thinking of
I already know what my addiction is
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
I shop for purses while I walk out the door
Don’t cry, buy a bag and then get over it
And, I’m not concerned with all the politics
It’s a lot of men I know I could find another one.
What I know is that I’m always happy when I walk out the store, store
I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy,
nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him,
diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

Love’s like a runway but which one do I love more
No emotional baggage,
just big bags filled with Dior
Love’s like a runway,
so what’s all the fussing for
Let’s stop chasing them boys and shop some more
I know I might come off as negative
I be looking for labels, I ain’t looking for love
Relationships are often so hard to tame
A Prada dress has never broken my heart before
And, ballin’s something that I’m fed up with
I’mma do the damn thing, watch me do the damn thing
Cause I know that my credit card will help me put out the flames
I’m guessing Supercalifragi-sexy,
nothing to be playing with
I love him, hate him, kiss him, diss him, tryna to walk a mile in my kicks

Gucci, Fendi, Prada purses,
purchasing them finer things
Men they come a dime a dozen,
just give me them diamond rings
I’m into a lot of bling, Cadallic,
Chanel and Coach
Fellas boast but they can’t really handle my female approach
Buying things is hard to say
Rocking Christian Audigier, Manolo,
Polo, taking photos in my Cartier
So we can’t go all the way,
I know you might hate it but
I’m a shop for labels while them ladies lay and wait for love

欲望都市的女演员的靓照~很喜欢~

生命如此辉煌 — Fri, 6 Jun 2008 19:17:31 +0800

好喜欢欲望都市~

Carrie的婚礼

电影版的海报，我的桌面背景~哈哈~

欲望都市第五季海报，相当经典的黑衣系列

知性的Carrie，很喜欢~

漆红的高跟鞋，别样的魅力

Carrie头发变直了~

这张传美国国旗的，相当性感，相当显身材啊~

豪放的Samantha，很佩服~

Samantha在四个人中年纪最大，但是还是很有韵味~

皮肤还不错哦~

可爱的Charlotte

这张看起来乖乖的~哈哈~

眼神很诱惑吧~其实Charlotte是很性感的~喜欢那个项链~

有点中性有点性感的Miranda，很少见的穿红衣的Miranda,喜欢~

低胸。。哈哈~让我想起，Miranda是四个人中最先有宝宝的~虽然是意外吧~

又回到深色衣服上来了~

好像在寻找什么，突然间找到了~两眼充满光芒~哈哈~与她对视的是谁呢？

最后当然少不了，编出来的稀有极品男人——Mr.Big 坏坏的眼神，诱惑的心~男人穿西装就是好看~

Carrie和Big,据说在电影版里两个人结婚了~。。好像看电影版~这张Carrie手里的手袋很有意思~

完！感谢Mtime的照片~

真没辙

生命如此辉煌 — Wed, 4 Jun 2008 15:46:50 +0800

昨天和大车在msn里叨唠了好多好多

那件事，就算，半明白了吧

不过

真没辙

我的心啊

怎么还是这么稀罕他呢！

大难来临时，你会握住我的手吗？

生命如此辉煌 — Fri, 16 May 2008 21:59:53 +0800

挺俗的一个题目了。不过我也不是问问题来的~

512四川地震了，刚听的时候还没有太大的震撼感，现在想想真是不应该啊

温家宝总理当天晚上就飞过去，四天了，估计一直没合眼

sohu有个专题，名字叫《温总理，我们知道您在》

http://news.sohu.com/s2008/zongli/index.shtml

写的挺不错的，挺感人的

尤其它说：

公元2003年，非典来袭，他与我们在一起

公元2008年，暴雪来袭，他与我们在一起

还记得冬天的时候，

他说：

“春节快到了，我给大家拜个早年。你们被困在火车站，没能提早回家，我表示深深的歉意……”

中国的总理，总是这么鞠躬尽瘁，死而后已

是真心的奉献了

除了周恩来总理

就是温家宝总理了

希望他能一直好好的

多保重！

谢谢您！

为灾区，为中国所做的一切！

加个总理的语录吧，很强硬，很温馨，很感动！

“我不管你们怎么样，我只要这10万群众脱险，这是命令！”

“我就一句话，是人民在养你们，你们自己看着办。”

“现在第一位的工作是抓紧时间救人，多争取一分一秒的时间就可能多抢救出一个被困者。”

“哪怕只有百分之一的希望，也要尽百分之一百的努力。”

“我是温家宝爷爷，孩子们一定要挺住，一定会得救的！”

“这是一场灾难，你们幸存下来了，就要好好活下去，好吗？”

“千方百计要进去，时间越早越好，早一秒钟可能就多救活一个人”

“第一还是救人，救人的重点是重灾区，地震中心区，联系不到的地区。”

博客的背景音乐又响起了那首《where were you when the world stopped turning》

在那个世界停止旋转的五月，我们并不害怕，因为有他和我们在一起

大难来临时，他紧紧的抓住我们的手，不曾放开!

玫瑰的粉红色，

我知道，一直在我们心里！

谢谢您！

Where were you when the world stopped turning

Alan Jackson

Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day

Were you in the yard with your wife and children

Or working on some stage in L.A.

Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke

Rising against that blue sky

Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor

Or did you just sit down and cry

Did you weep for the children who lost their dear loved ones

And pray for the ones who don't know

Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble

And sob for the ones left below

Did you burst out in pride for the red,white and blue

And the heros who died just doin' what they do

Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer

And look at yourself and waht really matters

I'm just a singer of simple songs

I'm not a real political man

I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could

Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran

But I know Jesus and I talk to God

And I remember this from when I was young

Faith,hope and love are some good things He gave us

And the greatest is love

Where were you when the world stop turning on that September day

Teaching a class full of innocent children

Or driving down some cold interstate

Did you feel guilty 'cause you're a survivor

In a crowded room did you feel alone

Did you call up your mother and tell her you loved her

Did you dust off that Bible at home

Did you open your eyes, hope it never happened

And you close your eyes and not go to sleep

Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages

Or speak to some stranger on the street

Did you laydown at night and think of tomorrow

Go out and buy you a gun

Did you turn off that violent old movie you're watchin'

And turn on "I LOVE Lucy" reruns

Did you go to a church and hold hands with some strangers

Stand in line and give your own blood

Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family

Thank God you had somebody to love

I'm just a singer of simple songs

I'm not a real political man

I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could

Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran

But I know Jesus and I talk to God

And I remember this from when I was young

Faith,hope and love are some good things He gave us

And the greatest is love

I'm just a singer of simple songs

I'm not a real political man

I watch CNN but I'm not sure I could

Tell you the difference in Iraq and Iran

But I know Jesus and I talk to God

And I remember this from when I was young

Faith,hope and love are some good things He gave us

And the greatest is love

Where were your when the world stopped turning on that September day

Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

生命如此辉煌 — Sat, 5 Apr 2008 23:06:26 +0800

Once again, I sat on my bed, reading a book, with so much empty of my heart. Thanks, I finally got this one---Eat Pray Love. I don't want to add more admire on it. It has got Time, New York Time, even Hillary Clinton's love. I, just can not help to fail in love with it.
You can just call it a book, or a trip, or three story. Anyway, they are all fine. It is all of them. But I would like to call it a talking, or a seaching, or finding. While I was reading, I found so much similar feeling with Elizabeth Gilbert, the author, and asked myself again and again. As Elizabeth wrote down on a empty paper to talk with herself. I didn't really write down. But I did asked. About my life. My life in the past, right now, and the future. I always said future is unknown,just like you never know what will happened before you click on NEXT. But I still imagine, the future life in Canada, America,even around the world. To be honest, I used don't know, who I am. I don't mean the names like Chinese, High School student(might be not now), or girl. I mean, WHO AM I? What will I be? Who am I going to stay with? Where to go? Might be questions like these. I still can't say I know answers now, but I do find a style. It just like follow the heart. It's not like you should do something as your parents wish or social allowed(of course I should be kind as human being..no crime..to be nice). I think I need to get up early, just sit on my bed, open the window. No thinking, just sit. I don't know what Yoga call it. In my mind, it is feeling my heart. Let the heart go anywhere it wants and I just follow, not think about anything. Just sit there. I don't pray to talk with god. But I do pray to talk with myself.Because I lost that feeling for a long time. I have to appreciate Eat Pray Love as well as Elizabeth Gilbert. It or she let me back to myself, review the feeling I have lost, and take it back.
By the way, the book is pink. Lovely pink. Pink doesn't belong to lady but girl. I don't really understand why it's chinese name is to be a girl all the time. It might following the passage. But it's really girl's book. Every lady dreams to be a girl. Because female born to be a girl,and died as a girl. Never changed.
Eat Pray Love. If there is nothing to do. Eat Pray and Love. Back to heart. Travle to India or Indonesia,of course Italy. Go there, find life.

我才知道原来考运馒头是好运馒头中的一个----别笑话我

生命如此辉煌 — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 21:55:53 +0800

好可爱!

温柔革命

生命如此辉煌 — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 21:37:04 +0800

林户文子说：女人在困境中往往更加坚强，她们不会丢掉脸上的微笑。就像暴风雨来临时，小草只会在风中坚韧的摇摆，但是绝对不会倒在地上，因为它们够柔；而大树却往往被拦腰折断，因为它们太刚。

很有道理的一段话，我也相信她。真的是这样，那么，在deadline来临的时候，努力的继续下去吧！

自己的事

生命如此辉煌 — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 21:31:47 +0800

其实,从来都没怎么想过什么是自己的事,觉得如果人与人之间是相关联的,那么,什么是单单纯纯得自己的事呢?
可是,再想一想,尽管是联系着的,但是每个人还是有自己的事
比如说,考托福就是自己的事,谁都代替不了
没着手准备出国的事的时候,以为在中国高考真是苦死了,语文数学英语,物理化学生物,这么这么多课,这么这么多考试,这么这么多人和你争
后来不考了,弄出国的事了,发现,这么这么多英语考试要参加，这么这么多申请表要填,这么这么多essay要写，这么这么多deadline要来了，我都无奈了
在我点那个next之前，我根本不知道以后会出现什么事
以前一窍不通的英文，硬着头皮去看，硬着头皮去学，硬着头皮去练
有时候感觉被托福折磨得死去活来的
虽然有新东方的老师领航，可是练，不还是自己的事嘛
从来都不是到，以后该会是什么样的
再比如，写eassay何personal statement也是自己的事
固然，可以花钱找中介写，但是，又有谁更了解自己呢，其实也是放心不下
还有好多好多，考试是自己的事，选专业是自己的事
当老爸跟我说，随便你的时候，我发现，已经不能靠爸爸妈妈提供意见了，因为，那些都是自己事，必须自己去考虑
也许，留在中国，有老师告诉你，你应该考大学，应该去清华或者北大，应该去学某个热门专业，毕业后应该去topN的单位，那个时候，又不甘心一切都是别人设计的
事实上，没有什么人能为你设计什么东西，也许有个大众趋向，但是，那个，其实并不重要，每个人都是不一样，哪有千篇一律的模板等着我们去copy呢？
什么都是不能复制的，什么都是自己的事
自己努力吧，怎么都是活着一辈子，功名利禄也许是所追求的，但是，自己到底怎么处理得自己的事，要好好想

Magic Waltz——海上钢琴师

生命如此辉煌 — Sun, 9 Mar 2008 21:18:43 +0800

海上钢琴师中的曲子，1900和小号手一起坐在钢琴旁的一首曲子，钢琴因为没有被固定而随着船的前进在整个演出大厅里滑过，整首曲子的演奏与钢琴滑动的旋律契合的相当完美，当时看的时候就为之动容，终于找到这首曲子了

好棒的！（博客背景音乐的第一首）

电影也很不错，已经很深远，很佩服导演的想法，有空去看吧！

《海上钢琴师》

忧郁的眼神，忧郁的爵士……